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day
Late,
late, late stories
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2:30
a.m.
The
windows are rattling.
I can hear the wind whipping the trees.
I
get can't go back to sleep. I get up, throw open the sash, and sit on
a pillow on the shelf under the window. I wrap myself in a blanket --
the wind is biting.
"all
alone as i've learned to be
in this mess
i have made the same mistakes
over and over again"
Ben Folds Five, Mess
It
is a very bright night -- there is little dark about it. The street
is enveloped in a yellow haze. I watch the waves of air sweep from tree
to tree. The porchlight across the street sways and rocks and shakes,
its rays cresting and falling like a ship on the high seas.
"Goodnight,
goodnight sweet baby
the world has more for you
than it seems
goodnight, goodnight
let the moonlight take the lid off your dreams"
Ben Folds Five, Lullabye
I'm trying.
Gray,
windy,
Raining,
lonely, ...
A
second opinion
Tom
Tomorrow
on
the Wilson-Plame affair.
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A
story
For
Amy
HOW THINGS
CAME TO BE
Once upon a time,
the story begins,
for that is how stories begin in these parts;
once and only once they happened,
sometime but not this time,
somewhere but not here,
because everything now has already happened
and thus is a story.
There was a family
of beautiful aafbirds,
so named by their “aaf aaf aaf” cry,
a sharp, short, jeering, mocking cry,
that left an unpleasantness behind the ears
of any creature they sent it out after.
This family of
aafbirds lived in a nest,
on a far outstretched branch of an old oak tree,
far out over the banks of the Plain River.
More
...
This story was
composed to explain why it was exactly that I had once labeled "zebra"
what was obviously a picture of a giraffe.
I have told it
before, some time ago, but here it is written down.
Being so old as
I am, I was simply recalling that time before "things had come
to be."
-j.
Posted
photos
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| Link
Loud
Out
tonight -- revellers along the street, the police helicopter circling
above, the breeze blowing highway sounds this way, trash collectors
down on Main St., ...
Not
enough information
I
can't begin to tell from the story whether or not there is anything
more to this than Kroger bought the land, asked for a rezoning, and
got it.
WBNS
10TV
A
concise overview
Tom
Toles
Of the Wilson-Plame
affair.
A
bad day
Some
days the medicine makes me better, some days it gets the better of me.
This was one of the latter days.
Hard
to get up, hard to move, hard to leave the house, hard to talk. I could
not talk properly the whole day. I felt unwell, and very unhappy by
the end of the day. Thankful to skip meetings I should have gone to,
thankful to finish HomeFront (whether well done or not), upset to have
annoyed Janet by forgetting our Book of Lists schedule, ...
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A
Walk in the Woods
Finished
reading the book.
Much
as I like walking, I don't think the Appalachian Trail is for me. For
one thing, it seems to require far too much planning. How wonderful
traveling is when you know that should you forget something, you can
always stop at the next exit and find a McDonald's and a gas station.
I was never one to pay enough attention to what mountains require, having
once begun to climb one without the necessary warm clothing. Beautiful
and breathtaking as Merapi was, I don't feel the need to try that again.
I'm probably much more out of shape than I was then, too.
And
I have absolutely no desire to meet up with a bear in the forest. Small
dogs are enough of a challenge.
Hammock
A
little cooler today, I brought out a blanket to curl up in.
Yesterday
a leaf would fall here, and then a leaf would fall there. Today the
deluge began in earnest.
Difficult
morning
Hard
to get up, hard to get to church, hard to make the sounds to sing
Nonetheless,
we sang "Lord, Listen to Your Children Praying," a wonderful
piece, quite well.
Lunch
afterward in Bexley.
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R
vs. D
Plenty
of thoughts today on the venality of various Republicans in powerful
positions.
No,
I'm not becoming a Democrat.
And
I'm fairly sure that were there Democrats in powerful positions, the
posts would most likely be about the venality of various Democrats.
Cool
cities
Christian
Science Monitor
Columbus (28) beats Cincinnati (39) and Cleveland (37).
But
still, 28?
Maybe
we should move to Washington (4) or Raleigh (9).
(Minneapolis (16) would still be a tough sell, huh?)
Still
out there
Still
a problem for the White House
Washington
Post
"Administration
sources said they believe that the officials who discussed Plame were
not trying to expose her, but were using the information as a tool
to try to persuade reporters to ignore Wilson. The officials wanted
to convince the reporters that he had benefited from nepotism in being
chosen for the mission.
"What
started as political gossip and damage control has become a major
criminal investigation that has already harmed the administration
and could be a problem for President Bush for months to come."
Some
people seem unable to separate their own political goals from the needs
of the country and realize which ought to come foremost.
Knight
Ridder
"Plame,
the wife of former ambassador and Bush critic Joseph Wilson, was a
member of a small elite-within-an-elite, a CIA employee operating
under "nonofficial cover," in her case as an energy analyst,
with little or no protection from the U.S. government if she got caught.
"Training
agents such as Plame, 40, costs millions of dollars and requires the
time-consuming establishment of elaborate fictions, called "legends,"
including in this case the creation of a CIA front company that helped
lend plausibility to her trips overseas.
"Compounding
the damage, the front company, Brewster-Jennings & Associates,
whose name has been reported previously, apparently also was used
by other CIA officers whose work now could be at risk, according to
Vince Cannistraro, formerly the agency's chief of counterterrorism
operations and analysis.
"Now,
Plame's career as a covert operations officer in the CIA's Directorate
of Operations is over. Those she dealt with - whether on business
or not - may be in danger. The DO is conducting an extensive damage
assessment."
(Article via Talking Points
Memo, which is pushing the investigation hard. The article itself
is authored by Warren Strobel, a reporter I remember writing for the
Washington Times when I was in DC -- so again, hardly a frothing-at-the-mouth
liberal).
The
confusion between political goals and good governance is rife in the
political mileiu from which the president (and
some key staffers) emerged.
Joseph
Wilson, the career diplomat that the White House was trying to discredit,
appears to have been well-qualified for the job and not at all antagonistic
to the Bush administration (he donated $1,000 to the campaign; hardly
the Democratic über-partisan that administration sources see).
Moreover,
there is absolutely nothing now to indicate that Wilson was wrong. In
a misguided attempt to smear someone who did nothing but do the job
well he was asked to do, partisans have destroyed his wife's career
and continue to disparage him at every turn.
This
is something that the president needs to deal with now, publicly, and
far more forcefully than his recent saturnine
comments.
The
New World (dis)Order?
NY
Review of Books
One
of those great articles that lead me to really want to resubscibe.
This
point, from one of the books on review, is, however, a common misperception:
"...
while United States expenditure on defense is incomparably higher
than that of any other nation or group of nations, its expenditure
on development aid, one tenth of one percent of US Gross National
Income (GNI), is by far the lowest of any industrial country. (Denmark's
development aid budget is 1.6 percent of GNI.) At present, [Kennedy]
comments, in the debate on impoverishment and despair the United States
is "away on crusade."
The
U.S.'s not inconsequential trade deficit must be considered, too. This
is money that goes not to (often corrupt) governments or (administration-
and management-heavy) NGOs but directly to foreign industry and workers.
Counties become prosperous and grow when their citizens have jobs; they
become less hospitable to terrorists when there is a solid middle class
and everyone has a stake in the stability of the country.
Those
who can see only government mandated aid fail to understand the U.S.
and how it works -- foreign aid is yet another area where the U.S. is
remarkably decentralized. The aid comes from individual consumers and
reaches individual workers. And that is the most effective aid that
there can be.
"Prestowitz
is concerned with the growing alienation of the United States from
the rest of the world, the reasons for it, and what can be done to
remedy it. He puts America's choice in simple, well-worn images—to
be the bully on the block or the city on the hill. He feels that inconsistency,
self-righteousness, and ignorance now play a far larger part than
they should in the formulation and execution of United States policy
and that Americans have become bad listeners. He comments in passing
that the doctrine of military supremacy and preemptive attack outlined
in President Bush's June 2002 West Point speech and in the September
2002 document National Security Strategy of the United States strikes
at the heart of three fundamental texts that should be guidelines
for foreign policy: the 1648 Treaty of Westphalia, which set forth
the principle of respect for national sovereignty and noninterference
in the affairs of other states; the UN Charter, which bans the threat
or the use of force except in self-defense or under a Security Council
mandate; and the Nuremberg judgments, which treated pre- emptive attack
as a war crime."
Amen.
Many
very good points.
The
item I disagree most with in the article's gloss of Prestowitz is the
assertion that the United States should get its occupation of Iraq over
with quickly. I can't believe that the U.N. would do a better job than
the U.S. (they don't exactly have an exemplary track record), and to
simply abandon Iraq at this stage would be foolhardy.
Pizza
for dinner
Amy's
sauce is so much better
No
more teal?
CNN
But I like teal.
It's
blue.
NB:
Interesting cutline.
"The Crayola name comes from "craie," the French word
for chalk, and "ola," from "oleaginous."
Crayola
color history
Cerulean:
America's second favorite color
Via Crayola
"Personality
Traits
calm, soothing, relaxed
Cultural Meanings
The Aztecs believed this light blue color to be protective, so they
used the stone turquoise in their shields.
Fun Facts
It is believed that owls are the only animals that can see the color
blue. There really are no blue-colored foods, even blueberries look
purple. Blue is the least attractive color to use with foods and people
will eat less from a blue plate."
So
theoretically, I shouldn't eat so much, huh?
From
the periwinkle
page, though it doesn't seem to refer specifically to that shade of
blue:
Fun Facts
Honeybees prefer blue flowers. Philosophy graduates’ tassels
are blue because the color represents deliberation, introspection,
and conservatism.
So doesn't that
somehow invalidate the "owls are the only animals that can see
the color blue" theory above? If honeybees can't distinguish it,
how can they prefer it?
There
must be a better way
When
redistricting comes down to crafting districts for the benefit of the
friends of powerful people, it is not working. It is a failure.
"In
the case of the Texas GOP plan, the analysis described how steps were
taken to try to protect the plan from legal challenge under the Voting
Rights Act of 1965, but also how minority voters would be shifted
into Republican-dominated suburban districts and how a new district
in West Texas was crafted to meet the aspirations of a friend of President
Bush."
Washington
Post
To
push this through in a partisan decree is shortsighted on the part of
the Republicans -- leaving aside ethical considerations, this is not
the way to choose successful legislators. In time, this the Democractic
Party will be in the ascendance in Texas, and they will not forget.
This
is bad governance from any point of view. So much of the country is
being turned into "safe districts" that fewer and fewer can
be contested by moderates, and radicals from the right and left and
polarizing the legislature.
Of
course, the "radical" rightist rumored to be the driving force
behind the redistricting is Tom DeLay, House Majority Leader.
Ben Sargent
Free
trade in the far east
Guardian
"Ten
south-east Asian nations yesterday signed a landmark accord to turn
their vastly disparate states into an integrated, tariff-free trading
and economic community by 2020 that would resemble the early embodiment
of the European Union.
At a summit on the Indonesian resort island of Bali, the Association
of South-East Asian Nations also agreed to complete deals with China,
India and Japan by 2012. The pact with Beijing would create by far
the world's largest free trade zone."
Interesting
people
Madeliene
Albright
NYT
Unfortunately
not a terribly interesting article, but I should read the book.
Hammock
The
leaves on the gum tree are tinged with red and yellow across the top
of the tree, but the leaves tucked underneath the canopy are still a
vibrant light green. The pear trees are taking the opposite approach
-- underneath some few of the leaves have begun to turn bright yellow,
but on the top and outsides of the branches the leaves remain deep green.
The redbud tree is light yellow with traces of light green remaining.
A
Monarch butterfly danced among the overhead branches of the sugar gum,
flitting between crisscrossing utility wires and swooping lazily onto
the butterfly bush.
A
squirrel leapt from the pear tree to the sugar gum, crossed several
branches up down and sideways, and came to rest on a large branch that
juts off toward the butterfly bush. There it lay, stretched out, with
one eye warily watching me from above, for quite some time.
A
little brown bird twittered about in a rose of sharon bush, then half
jumped, half flew into the tomatos and ivy in the back corner where
it got lost.
All
five goldfish are accounted for, swimming happily through the sunlight's
rays over the pond.
Contemplated
moves: (this was active as I got today -- contemplating) rose campion
out of the ever-deeper shade it finds itself in; the big bleeding heart,
from tucked between two arbor vitae to a more prominent location.
Photographs
The
back garden, October.
AESQUE
A
glorious fall day
Warm,
blue skies, yellow leaves out the front window, ...
A
musician at the recreation center plays and sings "You got to wake
up in the morning, you got to wake up you got to wake up ... You got
to get up in the morning, you got to get up, you got to get up ..."
Doors
open and close, gates swing, dogs bark, the music plays ...
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Challenges
Gladioli
Dug
up the ones that had remained in the back garden for three or four years.
They are supposed to be dug and brought in every winter, but I had never
managed that before. The shoots were multiplying prodigiously although
ever fewer actually bloomed. The number of tiny little bulbs was amazing
-- they must split off tens of bulbs every year. I doubt it is worthwhile
to hold onto the little ones -- how many years would it take before
they were bing enough to bloom?
Much
noise from Monroe tonight. Even as it grows dark, the sounds of children
playing do not abate. It had been fairly quiet through the week, but
all the sounds come out on Friday night.
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11
p.m.
And
I just want to be home and asleep.
Choir
rehearsal
Intimate
gathering -- no other tenors
In
Bexley for awhile afterwards, helped put up towel rods in the bathroom
and discussed kitchen paint colors.
Richard
Rorty
Vs.
the Matrix
...
maybe lime green looks different to men
and women ...
(I'm
still considering) :)
Gray
A
beautiful morning and afternoon suddenly grayed and turned to light
rain.
The
pineapple sage has branches almost six feet tall and splendid flower
spikes. The chrysanthemums are in bloom, a chinese lantern has two,
now very orange, blooms. A number of bees are still around, but nothing
like the insect calvalcade of a few weeks ago.
The
windows are open wide to the pleasant Indian summer.
All-staff
meeting
Minus
Don -- Dominic officiated.
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A
Walk in the Woods
Rediscovering
American on the Appalachian Trail
Bill Bryson
Began
reading it this evening.
Neot
Kedumim
The
Biblical Landscape Reserve
...
looks worthy of putting on an itinerary.
The
website identifies common Biblical passages with which certain plants
are associated. Now if they only had pictures of all the plants they
name ...
Jerusalem
Post
A
horrible day.
Couldn't
get up, couldn't get together, back pain, speech mangled, stomach displeased,
lunch weariness, ...
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Schwarzenegger
elected governor of California
He
received more votes than Gray Davis did in last year's gubernatorial
win. He received a greater number of votes than those opposed to Gray
Davis' removal from office.
That's
quite a mandate. Not a bad example of democracy, rather than the travesty
of such the Democrats wanted the electorate to believe.
Normal
politics had led the Republicans in California to nominate far-right
candidates not once, but twice, against Gray Davis. They both lost.
The recal process actually allowed a Republican to run who could probably
not have won a party primary, but could nontheless take the state. In
this case, politics-as-usual was the anti-democratic force, and the
recall, the democratic antidote.
Washington
Post
The
sum total
May
get you threre ...
"The injury
happened at about 10:30 a.m. near 5th and High streets."
NBC4
High and 5th Sts.
do not intersect; they run parallel for quite a number of miles. The
story does specify the south side, but even that hardly narrows it down
very much.
"It happened
on Fornoff Rd. in South Columbus ..."
WBNS
10TV
Now we have the
cross-street, but no mention of High or 5th. And I would dispute the
capitalization of "South," but it really doesn't seem worth
it when there are so many other more substantive things to criticize.
" "
WSYX 6
(The local ABC
affiliate's web people apparently couldn't find any news in Columbus
today).
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Why
they don't hire graphic designers
This
Slate article, which
purports to argue in favor of using graphic designers to lay out ballots,
is actually a good argument against it. Or at least two of the three
designers whose sample ballots they feature.
The
challenge, in this case, is how to display the one-hundred-and-thirty
some officially qualified names on the California recall ballot. (The
story gets off to a bad start by suggesting that after Arianna Huffington
withdrew, there would be one fewer candidate on the ballot. She may
have withdrawn, but her name stays).
"Ballot
B," one of the suggested "better" ballots, is labelled
"Hugh Dubberly narrows the field." He designed a better ballot
by tossing out all the minor candidates, which certainly made it a lot
simpler to navigate. Perhaps he should be designing ballots for Vladimir
Putin in Chechnya, who might better appreciate his skills.
Ballot
C used color to orient the voter. This could be somewhat problematic
for those who are colorblind, and is against almost all state codes,
but could be, with care, reasonably incorporated into ballot design
were the laws competantly rewritten.
The
point of designing is to work within constraints. Sometimes these constraints
are loose, sometimes tight, but without a constraint there is nothing
to design. The constraint on use of color may or may not be a necessary
constraint, but surely Slate could have found one additional designer
who did not feel compelled to single-handedly change, ex post facto,
the requirements for appearing on the ballot. That surely feels like
a necessary constraint to me, and one which, when violated, makes the
designer and writer frivolous.
Awoke
Less
defeated than usual
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Amy
to Akron
Colors
Lemon
Grass, Golden Cricket, Lime Zest, Ballroom Blue, Brass Mesh, Belgian
Waffle, Spring Waterfall ...
Bathroom,
bedroom, kitchen (Southern Sunrise)
Dinner
in Bexley
With
M, Grandma, Stephanie
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Jewels
BalletMet
Emeralds,
rubies, diamonds
Manifest in the costumes, but the three acts evoked classical French,
1920s, and High Russian ballet. I favored the music of the ruby and
the dance of the emerald; Amy favored the diamonds. I have to rremember
that I like Stravinsky.
In
cooperation with the Cincinnati Ballet.
Slate
Run Farm
Cute
pigs, amusing cow moos,
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Difficulty
sleeping
Headaches
Amy
to Columbus
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Wedding
music
Met
with Bea after choir
Procésion
Alegre, Garry Cornell
Now Thank We All Our God, Arr. Diane Bish
3rd Organ Sonata, Adagio Molto, Alexandre Guilmant
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"Just
a spoonful of sugar ..."
The
Great Communicator
[Reagan]
was extraordinarily humble. Even while in office, he would take hours
out of his day to hand-write detailed and earnest replies to complete
no-bodies. Even the crackpots who vented at him received polite and
gracious counter-arguments. I loved this opening sentence to an angry
woman in 1977, when he was recovering from his failed first run at
the presidency: "I have been informed of your complaint about
my broadcasts and your suggestion that they be taken off the air.
I'm sorry you feel that way and hope you won't mind my writing a few
words in my own defense." Why didn't he just throw the hate-mail
in the dust-bin? Or in another missive, he could find a gentle way
to inform a correspondent that his idea was preposterous: "I
found your suggestion very interesting and yet as I turned it over
in my mind it had a drawback - at least in my opinion." How's
that for letting someone down gently? And remember that this was a
nobody who had written to him, no one he had to impress or cajole
or flatter. To a critical teenage girl who was president of her school,
he concludes the letter, "We presidents must stick together."
--
Andrew Sullivan
Turning
to more literal medicines ...
Charlie's
"sugar" is peanut butter. He should be recovering from his
allergy reaction with the help of some medicine.
I
don't know what my "sugar" is, but I sure could use some.
Having taken this medicine for a week, the dose is to be doubled. Starting
yesterday evening.
I felt it all day today. My stomach was quite unhappy. I had a salad
for lunch and felt absolutely horrible afterward.
It grabs hold of my throat and jaw and I feel I speak like a gorilla,
without the proper control to form the sounds I want to form. I'm glad
choir rehearsal is not tonight.
Yesterday
and tonight it gave a sharp stab to my forehead not long after taking
the medicine, though thankfully the headache didn't last.
The
medicine must be powerful -- it lets me know it is with me all the time.
I don't like it, but I hope it works.
Back
to the metaphorical ...
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people
Joseph
C. Wilson IV
"...his
days in Baghdad, where he was acting U.S. ambassador. In 1990, while
sheltering more than a hundred Americans at the U.S. Embassy and diplomatic
residences, he briefed reporters while wearing a hangman's noose instead
of a necktie -- a symbol of defiance after Hussein threatened to execute
anyone who didn't turn over foreigners.
The
message, Wilson said: 'If you want to execute me, I'll bring my own
[expletive] rope.'"
Washington
Post
This
is the diplomat who objected, on the op-ed pages of the New York Times,
(on the grounds that he had previously been asked to investigate the
claim, had done so, and found it nonsense), to the "sixteen words"
in President Bush's State of the Union speech which linked Saddam Hussein
to a looming nuclear threat.
Poll
watch: 85% of public believes George Bush's approval rating fell in
last month
The
Onion
"I'm
not surprised," said Barry Amodale, a Plano, TX, systems analyst.
"I had a feeling that Americans were feeling that way. I heard
that the voters were wondering how the average citizen thought Bush
would explain his $87 billion request to the taxpayers, too."
Habermas
and Derrida
On
September 11
University
of Chicago Press
Derrida
is adrift in seas of words of many languages.
Adrift
My word for the day
(Merriam-Webster)
&-'drift
Function: adverb or adjective
Date: 1624
1:without motive power and without anchor or mooring
The
clouds appeared adrift upon the skies.
I
feel adrift in this city.
Moving
pictures
As I woke up, I watched the clouds moving through the picture frame
of the window, colliding, rushing onward, separating, thinning, pure
white wisps masking bright blue sky. Beautiful, calm, peaceful. The
air was brisk, the breeze had a bite.
It's threatening
to frost tomorrow night (so early, the jetstream has taken off on an
unseasonable southerly vacation). I don't think it will, but perhaps
it is time to bring in some of the houseplants on the patio.
The chrysanthemums
are just starting to bloom. The perennial plumbago is in full bloom,
and the pineapple sage is just no showing red on its unfurling spikes.
The wave petunias did not weather September well; they are barely hanging
on. The impatiens are still blooming, though legy and a little sparse.
One of the delphiniums appears set to rebloom.
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